No Doubt

 I fall deeper into an oblivion, but my dogs and cat keep me here. 

I don't know what the future holds (as no one does), but my despair is all consuming.

Thank you Mary Ellen, Gimli, Chapman, and Bugs...for making me hold on.

 I've neve known love...at a human level. Only animal (dog or cat) level. What does that say about me? What that does mean in the grand scheme of things?

I just don't know. 

I crave it. And yet it will never be.

What does it mean to die never knowing true human love?

Thank God for the animals...